So I didn't get to go to zumba yesterday because my aunts car broke down we thought we were going to go get her but turns out she needed to work longer anyway so we could have gone. Instead I rode my bike and did laps in the pool again. I just really wish I could of gone at least once this week after the baptism party on Sunday and not eating well on Saturday. I tried really hard the rest of the week so hopefully it will be okay.

My aunt is borrowing my car tomorrow. I didn't really want to lend it to her because I am 99% sure she is using drugs again but I felt bad saying no. She needs to borrow it several times a year which was okay because she wasn't on anything. So she's been crying all day about not being able to afford the car repair and stuff. I feel bad I really do but she's probably using a lot on drugs... She has never had it easy with money especially after rehab she always struggled and needed help but it's just frustrating when I know she's using it on drugs and other things. I know she is ill but then she needs to go get help but she doesn't.

Oh well that's my rant for the day...

Well, I had blood work today for my thyroid and stuff, it is usually a big event for me because I tend to not do well. Blood work went okay, she refused to take it from my wrist like the other places do and took it from the top of my hand instead. It worked but took a while and hurt a little. But I was okay so that is good! 

I have felt rather sick today though ever since. I guess it's just a coincidence. I am really tired and have a horrible headache all day long. Of course when i don't feel good my eating is bad... really need to stop doing that. I just need to get in that right mind set I lost the past two weeks and don't want to have a gain, seems to be the pattern.

We have not been able to get in touch with my aunt all day which is very strange because she had off today and was talking about going swimming it our house. It's also strange because my brother had an interview at her job she was very excited about and was calling every 10 minutes about the past few days and today nothing. She is the one that we think is using again but like other things my mom and other aunts see no need to do anything about it and get mad if I try so. My mom is checking at her house now on the way home from work, hopefully everything is okay and she just lost her cell. Just called my mom actually and heard her yelling through the door so now I am rather worried :( At least I heard my aunt yelling back but it didn't sound good and the landlord was there too. Will pray everything goes okay... Maybe this will be a time that she will see she needs to go get help again. 


Well that's pretty much it for now!

My Dad just left, he fixed my two front windows of my car it was cool. I took off the inside of a car door by myself! hehe My car (xterra) had recalls on all the window regulators of course they said my specific car did not, yet all 4 windows stopped working 3 times so far lol It wasn't that bad. My dad normally get's nasty when working on something but he was actually rather nice. Then we got some starbucks, I LOVE light mocha fraps! 


Didn't get a chance to do zumba this morning but I went last night so that is good! I was kind of annoyed because there was this girl about a foot behind the instructer the whole time so I couldn't really see what was going on... no one else could either. Maybe the girl didn't realize it but I wish the instructor said something.  
Well I am going to go swimming now because it is SO hot especially after being outside all morning! 

Hey,

Down 1.6! Yay! I know it's not much but it's down and that makes me happy. I really can't wait for my thyroid to be fixed so I can loose a bit more at a time... Non the less I am happy :) I didn't do zumba yesterday because my mom was sick but I downloaded some zumba onto the wii and did some of that last night.

Zumba tonight at the gym :)

Gym

So I am liking the gym... I didn't think I would really do classes but it seems that is all I am doing there! I have done zumba twice and yesterday I did Just Dance which is pretty much zumba but harder. I like to go all the way in back, 1 so I can sit if my foot starts to hurt and 2 so no one watches me! Well, last night the instructor decided that for some of it should would make the back the front! So she ran to right in front of me!!! I was like :-0 hehe Oh well, I survived! 

I really hope I see a loss tomorrow... I hear that zumba burns a lot of calories and stuff and i sure feel like it does during it. SO I pray I will go down! There is a dietician there that you get a free consult with and that if you choose to do so you can purchase sessions with her for 25 bucks a session is blocks of 4. I am already paying for the Lucille Robert's and weight watchers so I don't think I will be doing that! My mom want's to though so I think it would be good for her. 

I hope everyone else is good! 

Zumba

So me and my mom joined Lucille Roberts! We went in today for the orientation and the woman was like "oh are you guys here for zumba!?" and of course my mom goes "okay!" so yeah we did zumba! Zumba with like 50 other people and with my anxiety issues it's pretty impressive lol. Good Lord it is some work out. I was drenched within about 3 minutes! But I was happy I was able to finish it :D I was so proud of myself. I apologized to my foot afterwards though! Although it wasn't that bad on my foot. My foot was acting up during orientation because we were standing for a while and it hurts more when I stand than when I actually move on it. I am wanting to try more classes, I hear there is one you do on a yoga ball which would be good for my foot. A few years ago I was obsessed with my yoga ball everyone used to joke about it hehe.

Well I hope all is well!

Yay

I actually lost weight! Only 1.8 but I am super happy that finally it did not go up!!! :D The tracking worked!

I did the good old sweating to the oldies last night for the first time in a while. I stopped when I injured my foot and I probably shouldn't of yet but I made sure to wear my sneaker inserts and stuff. It's not as long as I remember it... well I think that's because maybe it's not as hard anymore as it was for me.

I am thinking about joining a gym again. The one I used to go to I like because it has a pool but it's 65 a month after a big enrollment fee and I am having financial issues so. There is another one that my aunt is in and my friend just joined Lucille Roberts so perhaps I will do that because it's really cheap and no contract.

Well that's it, I hope everyone is good.